I started this blog in the hope that I'd be able to share something of my self through out the year! Looking at the lack of postings, it would seem that nothing has happened. How far from the truth is that?
It has been a very busy year with lots of different things happening, and suffice it to say, I have not had the inclination to update this blog. I have to say that there have been some highs along with the lows of the last five months since my last post. So with them behind me, and hopefully a little more focus on my part, you should see mroe regular postings in the future.
So what has happened since May?
Well to put it briefly, too much!
Most of the time, I am conscious that it is by faith that I accomplish many things. I know that I could not have achieved all I have achieved if it wasn't for my faith in Jesus Christ. It would seem that he has given me extra strength and time to do what He has wanted me to do. It is only when you stop and take a breath and look back that you just see how much!
Recently, I have had time to stop and reflect, and this was brought on by my brothers sudden death on 6th November. David was always very active, a 'slim Jim' compared to me, and he was very rarely ill. When I received a phone call in the early hours of the 6th to say that David had been rushed to hospital, I never thought that it would be something life-threatening! In fact, in all essence, he died at home peacefully in his sleep, and although the paramedics managed to to re-start his heart, he never regained consciousness.
Nothing can prepare you for this type of shock. With expectations of meeting sometime over Christmas, and at some future family events, there is a lot that is left unsaid thinking that you would have the time and opportunity to say them.
Since the shock of that morning, I have had time to ponder on many things as I have had compassionate leave from work, and handed over all my church duties to my co-pastor, Ian. Although the time has been used in arrangements and legal affairs, God has still used the opportunity to speak me through the pauses between tasks.
Today, we said goodbye to Dave with a service of Thanksgiving for his life at Haselor Parish Church. It was good to see family and so many friends whose lives David has touched over the years. Our thoughts and prayers continue for his son, Adrian, his fiancé Pat, and for mum and the rest of the family as we continue to come to terms with this loss.
I know that it was my faith that sustained me through the services today and the thoughts and prayers of family and friends have carried us all through it.
I really feel for those without faith, without hope! I cannot even begin to imagine that despair they must go through! I only know that if it wasn't for my faith in the risen Christ Jesus, and the promise of eternal life I have through Him, I would probable feel the same!
Finally, to Dave! A great brother who always loved life and fun, I will miss you!
David Brookes 1951-2008
